Imperfections
Bruised but Happy
Someone once told me I can make my own happiness
He also told me happiness comes with a price
When you find some one who brings you to both reality and fantasy
It get hard when you have to navigate yourself
Bruised but Happy
Someone once told me I can make my own happiness
He also told me happiness comes with a price
When you find some one who brings you to both reality and fantasy
It get hard when you have to navigate yourself
I can't even begin the words to describe it
Jazel Lynne
I'm a big girl now
Writing and Drawing is still my passion.
I'm continuing this blog after 6 years just as a journal
6 Years is a big gab, alot of things happen in 6 years
But we don't dwell on the past. We focus on the now and later
My Imperfect Tale
Thursday, July 1, 2010, 3:38 AM
Grow Up.
I'm currently annoyed with someone! My god!
"It should have been left alone after the phone call, but No~~~ You can't live without me!!! You said you don't want to ruin the friendship we had but being friends with you ain't gonna help because it is gonna happen again and it will soon be over! Your an immature, annoying ass just like your boyfriend who you keep saying you don't really love him. But well, it is FUCKING obvious your crazy for him! I don't call it love. I call it desperate.
It's your first I get it. But writing a biography of him?! Just after a first date!? Scratch that. Even writing a biography is plain creepy.For god sake, asking is fine! You don't have a bad memory like I do. But I don't need to write down things about my boyfriend if IF i were to forget easily. It's just stalker-ish. And i can't believe his in love with you. For all the years i knew him, he had to pick you.
Immature, It's fine to be like that sometime but NOT ALWAYS. STOP over reacting. STOP being a drama queen. and I'm SORRY if you find me selfish! FUCK! I seriously don't know what made you say that! I don't know whether I am? But if it was about having me drawing myself better than you then sorry. I'm sorry for making drawings of myself better, sorry for making my drawings of me more perfect than the drawing of you. it's just.. I'm not like that in reality. and the only time where I'm perfect is through my drawings. Where, every shirt looks good on me and i don't have to worry i look fat. I know you don't because your not! You look fine in ant clothes you want. I'm a perfectionist. But I myself am not perfect already.
Call me self-centered? Sorry for getting a little attention. I Didn't know you wanted the full spot light. I didn't realize I was taking it! So everything is about me do you? You think I was caught up with my self and didn't realize you were feeling 'sad'? If you were you can JUST TELL ME! Must I figure it out for you!? What do you think I am? A Emotion detector? You keep saying I don't get it, The stupid thing is, even when you know i don't get it, your not telling me why. But you kept repeating it. 'You don't get it. You don't get it. You don't get it.' Just tell me WHAT THE FUCK I AIN'T GETTING!?
OH yeah, here's another sorry. I get very moody in school. You scolded me to be like YOU. Put a smile of the face and endure your emotions. Well let me tell you something. I'm sick and tired of enduring. I'm sorry I'm not you. I can't ACT and pretend like nothing was going on. I can't fake smile and laugh when it's not even something to laugh about. Even if I tried you can still see me not having fun like i usually do. And then I'll be hearing another one of your lecture.
I know you don't read my blog. That's why I'm posting this. I know you won't even care reading it unless it's about you because your fed up it's always about me.
I don't even consider you as my best friend anymore. Just a FRIEND or SOMEONE I KNOW."
Congrates. It's finally about you ain't it?
Love,
Jay.
Don't worry about me
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Are you sure you want to turn back the time and read about my past?
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