Bruised but Happy
Someone once told me I can make my own happiness
He also told me happiness comes with a price
When you find some one who brings you to both reality and fantasy
It get hard when you have to navigate yourself
Jazel Lynne
I'm a big girl now
Writing and Drawing is still my passion.
I'm continuing this blog after 6 years just as a journal
6 Years is a big gab, alot of things happen in 6 years
But we don't dwell on the past. We focus on the now and later
Day 5-30I'm just gonna bla bla bla stuff. Making it short. Long time no post. This 30 Day Challenge was no use but I hate doing something not finishing it.
Day 5 — Your dreams
My dream? Which kind? My sleep ones or what I wish for?
Well my dreams that I wish for is..... (!!!!) To open a nightclub. :D
Yes, you have read right. A Nightclub! I'm a weird person but I have it plan in my head already. :3
Day 6 — A stranger
Hello? Well, hope to meet soon I guess. O:
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
There are things I love to say out loud about him but I rather not.
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Xian Loong and Nellie.
You guys are awesome if I need you. (on the internet that is ;D)
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
I will never change this even if I currently hate yet love the three men.
TVXQ, I still wanna meet you guys before I die ;)
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
KAH MAY!!!!!! but your ONE of the person I miss talking too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And a little someone else, name unsaid but I miss the friendship we had before a little something happen.
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
There is not really a close person around me that died.
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Never cause a lot of pain, but I'll still make you regret it. :)
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Well, my family basically. I just wish you guys can understand my mood changes problem.
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Kah May!! TT_TT Missing how close we use to be. D: And why is thing mostly having to write about me missing my may-may? >:(
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
KAH MAY!!!!!!!!!! Oh darn this thing. >:(
also missing the anonymous
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
I met this cute guy in omegle and added each other in facebook. :D
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Well, you were my best friend since kindergarten. I still remember your name but I don't know how to spell it. xD Just miss him. We use to be in the same class every year, until year 3 when he moved away. ):
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
A super hot with awesome curve, rich and fabulous. done.
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Well, when I think of you I can still miss you. To, anonymous.
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
No one really, No guy have ever broke me down and cry... yet?
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Nellie.... I"M SO SORRY. You were just.. annoying!! But~ I got over it so CHILL. O.O
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
A few guys I wish to not hate me when I reject them, but I still wont change my mind if I wanna date them.
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
My baby brother!!!!!!
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Hmm... All my friends mostly. OH OH OH. The best one for now was when I laughed my ass of until I couldn't breath at ALL! One time, after school with Nellie, Xian Loong and Hirustaa. The unforgettable line, "You pussy shit ass nigga." xD The two guys fighting about being gay. x]
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
I can name a few. I just wish I could do something.
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
I never can remember things I promise to. I think it was promising Xian Loong that I'll tell him the next time I'm free to hang. :/
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Gah.... Hmmm.. I know a few. :/
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
TVXQ. :D So I would like to thank Kah May for introducing me to them. ^^
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
I'm just afraid your not the right person. It's nice though if you could be the rod I should hold on to. You are a nice guy.
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirrorYou change so much. What happen to you? You use to be the one that goes with the flow, never shout back because you don't care. Why do you suddenly care? Stop letting that inner bitch get out. She's not worth it. Find your own confident. Don't use that thing in side you. Lock her up, keep her away. You know she's trouble. Forget that thing. It's not worth thinking about it over and over again. What' done is done. At least your not doing that bad. Change for the better or people get hurt. I can't let it control me. Hit reality already. She's not real...