Bruised but Happy
Someone once told me I can make my own happiness
He also told me happiness comes with a price
When you find some one who brings you to both reality and fantasy
It get hard when you have to navigate yourself
From you fan,Okay. I have just watch JYJ's Ayy Girl MV FULLY for the first time actually and I'm gonna say, it made me cry. NOT in a good way.
Their voice... Changed. To me. I mean. It's not the same voice anymore. It's not the voice I fell for. I'm not the kind of fan that fell for their looks. (Okay, maybe I thought Yunho was cute) But I still didn't like them. Until, my lovely Kah May brought her album to my house. No offense May may I was annoyed at first. hehehe. BUT I still love to thank you for bringing it over anyway.
I was the fan that fell for their voice. That sweet melodic voices that were so in sync- Okay I'm over exaggerating but I really did love their voice. i forget the first songs I listen too.
Rising Sun, Purple Line and Love In The Ice.
Love In The Ice.... Oh my god. It's just like. WOW.
Watching them sing that live is VERY emotional. I can still cry if I watch it right now.
Doushite Kimi Wo Suki Ni Natte Shimattandarou?
Translation- Why Did I Fall For You?
The song that made me cry just when they started singing. Heart skip a beat when I heard the first note. I remembered, tears just falling out without realizing it. I'm sure many fans experience the same thing I did.
That's what makes TVXQ so special.
And it's sad to know, just like that, it's over.....
They were the best, the most in sync, the most incredible band ever.
The most unforgettable to me.
They were the only people... keeping me alive.
Cliche? i know. I promise my self not to die until I meet them xD
They are like Idol!
To Dance like Yunho.
To play the piano and write songs like Yoochun.
To be charismatic like Junsu.
To have Changmin's confidence.
To have such a voice like Jaejoong.
BLEK! I'm weird Aren't I?
To blog about this kinds of stuff. It usually stays in my head. But watching how JYJ was just made me to disappointed.
I love Junsu, Yoochun and Jaejoong. Really, I do. Just not how they make their music now. I miss their old music.
Kim Junsu, Park Yoochun, Kim Jaejoong, Shim Changmin, Jung Yunho.
The names I don't think I'll forget. One thing people wont know, is that these people were my confident to talk more then I use to.
I don't think flash backs are necessary, about how quite I use to be, hate talking and bla bla bla. i was the typical loner girl. :P The girl that hated music until I discovered these people.
And always, Thank You Kah May. :)
Sign,
The girl who lost her faith. Forget this happen because I'm so gonna get embarrass writing this soon enough. -.- Why I post it?
I need to let go.