My Imperfect Tale

2J

2011-11-27T08:42:00.000-08:00

It's been a while, I know. But I decided to take the time and write about my Best friend. She told me she wanted to update her blog about our outing today so I decided to blog too. Since it's been like forever. I bet nobody has a clue about the tittle but me bestie does (Well, lets hope she remembers what it stands for.) AHAHA It's been a while right May may? xD We were such kids. This post is dedicated to my best friend for ALMOST 6 YEARS. Leong Kah May! (Screaming fans!!! *me*)

Look at her, all grown up from that kid I use to know. :D We finally hang out with each after after SO LONG. And when I said long I mean A WHOLE YEAR. Missed her like mad. AH FUCK. I forgot to give her a big bear hug. ): AHAHAHA, I just wanted to chock her. >:D Anyway, cheers May may. Keep in contact if you want a free cocktail on me when we hit the clubs. Or Teh tarik at mamak also can. x]

I have an old picture of us in elementary but I can't seem to find it. I could if I would. But I can't find the picture.Next time, because I know it is somewhere inside a box I have of old junk. >:]

When It's Time To Face Reality

2011-08-20T08:14:00.000-07:00

When It's Time To Face Reality

Ahh, reality. One of my top most scary words for me. Next to exams and studying. I do find my self as a care free person. Which led me to having a harder time as time flies. I'm 16 in the next 4 days. In the next few years I'd be in college. Then the next hing I know I'm gonna be earning my own money with my bare hands. (metaphorically speaking) My parents does not think that I know how hard it is to make money in this world. And how when I have kids I will understand.

Oh how I wish they know I'm different.

I know I can be immature and shits but my mind knows how to think rationally. Of course I know it's hard. Getting money out of you is hard enough imagine trying to earn it. Every human being with a mind will obviously feel good after earning something when they worked hard for it and when it is earned they'll appreciate it. And to just give it away to be wasted on your children 'random shopping for useless things' or 'random lunch/dinner with friends' Is not a good feeling. So, yeah I know it is hard to earn money. Like said, 'money doesn't grow on trees'

That's why in my thinking, before I suffer to earn my own money, I enjoy yours. The world is not free. So it's obvious I'll pay you back. You know when I earn my own expenses.

I can't wait to leave this place.

I can't wait to leave home.

I don't have a terrible life actually. I'm a normal kid with a normal dull life.

I have a shelter over me.

I have food on the table.

I have clothes to wear.

My parents don't abuse me.

I don't get bullied in school.

Family that loves me.

In front of peoples eyes my life isn't so bad.

But still. I would rather just live alone. I have times in life where I'd rather be alone. I go school, I socialize. I come home, I still have to socialize but with my family. Never time for myself unless I lock myself in the room. I'm hoping when I get to live alone I come home to nothing to socialize with after a day of socializing.

I'm weird I know.

I have a bad personality and I know that too. Of course you can take me as the kind of people that will not give a fuck of what you think of me. Go ahead and judge. I don't have to be all up in your face telling you not to judge me unless I can make the whole world stop it. It's normal to judge a person by their personality or appearance. Think bad of me. It does not matter to me.

Otaku

2011-06-11T01:03:00.000-07:00

Otaku

Hello fellow homosapien.

I just realize I haven't blog in an awfully long time. Which I find really sucky since I made this blog because I love writing and I'm wasting time instead on the internet. It's the secong last day of my 2 weeks holiday and well, as predicted, I waste time.

Plans I had for the holidays

-Finish Moral projects
-Finish writing Nellie in Wonderland
-Finish writing my other book with no tittle.
-Think of a tittle for my book
-GO OUT

Things I did in the holidays
-Home
-Home
-Home
-Online
-Online
-Online
-Take care of Kyle
-Watch anime
-Sleep
-Eat

Yes, SAD holiday. I literally watch 4 animes FINISHED. Only got to 1 page of Nellie in Wonderland and wake up at 2 in the afternoon. OH GOD. I NEED A LIFE.

It's Been Like Eternity.

2011-04-13T05:37:00.000-07:00

It's Been Like Eternity.

HELLO HELLO

How long has it been since I blogged? A month?

I'm just filling up my blog since I haven't write in a while.

Speaking of write, I do miss writing. (school work doesn't count)

Oh free times how I miss it! Reason why I stop blogging for a while also is because my social life outside school became a dope. It's been so long since I hang with my friends.

Damn baby i have to take care off. -.- Literally sometimes I had to sneak out just for time of fun without my baby brother. Yes! I'm mean! But that was last time really. I stop for a while.

Yeah, me being good kid. *The angel thingy on head* HALOOOO

Randomness.

Love your Life.

MY NEW QUOTE!!

"When I'm sad, I stop being sad

and be Awesome instead."

Skin Me Alive

2011-03-12T17:34:00.000-08:00

Skin Me Alive

Yesterday I had a intense exercise with my training instructor. Well, his actually a friend helping me to lose weight but I call him my coach. He is well, mean. We did a 6 round lap around in the playground. A BIG playground. Then on the 7th round me made me jog. Doesn't sound so bad? Try doing it! -___- Gawd I was hell tired! When I thought I was done, he made me walk around my WHOLE neighborhood and my place is like huge. We even went places we never knew existed! When ever I complain he made me go faster. I had to keep up with his pace and he has long legs. As that whole long walk (like really LONG) was over, I thought I was done for the day. For hell, that was just the beginning. Later on was all Pump-ups and Push-ups. And I had to do this chair Pump-ups but I twisted my wrist when I did Pump-ups on the ground. =__= But what so ever, I am determine to lose my weight. And he is so ever kind enough to help me.

But today I had to do it my self because he was sick. I'd promise I did the same thing like yesterday but, GAWD no. I just took my bike and cycle for 10 minutes. Got tired. Went home did all the Pump-ups and Push-ups like yesterday. :D He might kill me but screw you! My bady aches! T_T

DEAD FRONTIER!!!!!!!!

Currently playing this ZOMBIE GAME! WOO HOO! Thank you David Tam for telling the game because I have been finding a game to play since like forever. Finally found one! Without paying or having to download Like all the rest. -.-

ZOMBIESSSSS!!! GET READY FOR A KILLING SPREEEEEE

This Is Why I Love My Best Friend

2011-03-10T05:23:00.000-08:00

This Is Why I Love My Best Friend

This was a pretty long time ago, but when Nellie wasn't replying me in skype ~~Bitch~~ xD Nah, kidding. But when she wasn't replying me I was bored enough to look at out past chat massages. AND IT WAS FUCKING HILARIOUS.. to me, well because it was a sweet fun memory. Oh, the end of last year. When times was good. ANYWAY, read, this is how we fight.

Jazel Lynne: you ass
Nellie Hew: hahahahahaahhahaahahahahhahahaah
Jazel Lynne: xP
Jazel Lynne: DIE
Nellie Hew: you dick :D
Jazel Lynne: DIE
Jazel Lynne: You PUSSY
Nellie Hew: You vagina!
Jazel Lynne: You PENINS
Nellie Hew: You anus
Jazel Lynne: PENIS*
Jazel Lynne: SPERM DUCT
Jazel Lynne: you la
Nellie Hew: you Testicles!
Jazel Lynne: YOU .... NIPPLE
Jazel Lynne: YOU .... NIPPLEHAH
Nellie Hew: you Boob!
Jazel Lynne: BREAST
Nellie Hew: you Shit!
Jazel Lynne: BALLS
Jazel Lynne: YOU PEE
Jazel Lynne: xDDD
Nellie Hew: You Hymen!
Jazel Lynne: crazy
Jazel Lynne: you you............ EUNICE
Nellie Hew: :D
Jazel Lynne: HAH!!!!
Nellie Hew: You..you HIRUSTAA!!!
Nellie Hew: HAHAHAHA PWNED!!!
Jazel Lynne: DANIAL!
Jazel Lynne: xP
Nellie Hew: You...you DAVID!!!
Nellie Hew: >=D
Nellie Hew: Pwnage!!!
Nellie Hew: I still have the ultimate pwnage :D
Jazel Lynne: NO YOU DONT
Jazel Lynne: YOU XIAN LOONG!
Jazel Lynne: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Nellie Hew: yOU SALTY DRAGON!!!!
Nellie Hew: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA~!!!!!!
Nellie Hew: You pissy shit ass nigga!!!!!!!!!!
Nellie Hew: *pUSSY!
Jazel Lynne: YOU MICHELLE TAWA
Nellie Hew: You Neville Hew!!!
Jazel Lynne: YOU NELLIE HEW!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jazel Lynne: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Nellie Hew: You LITISHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nellie Hew: I WIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nellie Hew: I WIN
Nellie Hew: I WIN
Nellie Hew: I WIN!
Jazel Lynne: DIED DIE
Jazel Lynne: I WILL
Nellie Hew: Brv=b~
Nellie Hew: *brb~
Jazel Lynne: YOU KYLE
Nellie Hew: You Jazel Lynne Aboz Tawa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jazel Lynne: I am awesome!
Jazel Lynne: muahahahahaahahahaha
Nellie Hew: lol!
Nellie Hew: no ur not~
Jazel Lynne: YOU HUI TING
Jazel Lynne: O:
Nellie Hew: YOU SUPRAMANIAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jazel Lynne: YOU ANUAR!!!
Nellie Hew: PWNED!!!
Nellie Hew: YOU KAMARUL!
Nellie Hew: >=DD
Jazel Lynne: AINON!
Nellie Hew: YOU AMARA!!!!!!!!!!
Jazel Lynne: YOU MAHNUM
Nellie Hew: YOU MISS POINTY BOOBS!!!!!!!!!
Jazel Lynne: YOU SYARIFAH
Nellie Hew: You Retard!
Jazel Lynne: YOU DUMBASS
Nellie Hew: you ASSHOLE!
Jazel Lynne: YOU FREAK
Nellie Hew: You Chibai!
Nellie Hew: XD
Jazel Lynne: YOU PUNDEk
Nellie Hew: you PANDI PUNDEK!
Jazel Lynne: YOU PANDI PUNDEK SUTTI
Nellie Hew: YOU CHOW CHI BAI!!!
Nellie Hew: Owned!!!!!!!!!
Nellie Hew: xDDDDDDDDDDDD
Jazel Lynne: PUTANGINAMO!!!!!!!!!!
Nellie Hew: You MAHAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jazel Lynne: cousin here O_O
Jazel Lynne: and you said the tagalog thing out load
Jazel Lynne: O_O
Jazel Lynne: what the hell is mahai?
Nellie Hew: Its a bad word
Nellie Hew: so HAH!!!
Jazel Lynne: LOL
Nellie Hew: >:D
Jazel Lynne: WAITTTTT
Jazel Lynne: YOU GAGA
Jazel Lynne: O:
Nellie Hew: You Taylor Momsen!
Nellie Hew: hahaha
Jazel Lynne: no its filipino bad wotd actually
Jazel Lynne: YOU MILET CYRUS
Nellie Hew: You Fucking BASTARD
Nellie Hew: :D
Jazel Lynne: YOU FUCKED UP BITICH
Nellie Hew: You Ass licking Asshole!
Jazel Lynne: YOU DICK BLOW JOBING SLUT
Nellie Hew: You Vagina sucking Bitch!
Jazel Lynne: YOU LESBIAN SEX ADDICT
Nellie Hew: You Cum swallowing Gay offending Piece of shit!
Jazel Lynne: YOU GAY OBSESSING SEX CRAVING PUSSY SHIT ASS NIGGA
Jazel Lynne: AHAHAHAHAHA
Nellie Hew: You Lesbian Obsessive Vagina Poop Butt Asian!!!!
Jazel Lynne: YOU SEPIT MATA LESBIAN PUSSY SUCKING CHINAPEk
Nellie Hew: you INDIAN GANGSTER ASS SUCKING PENIS RUBBING PUNDEK SON OF A BITCH!!!
Jazel Lynne: WHITE FLAG
Jazel Lynne: I GIVE UP
Jazel Lynne: T_T
Nellie Hew: HAHAHA
Nellie Hew: I OWN ALL!!!!!!!!!!
Nellie Hew: MWAHAHAHAHAHA~!!!
Jazel Lynne: DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE
Jazel Lynne: I DONT WANNA TALK TO YOU
Jazel Lynne: XP
Nellie Hew: hahahaha
Nellie Hew: YOU STILL ARE!!!
Nellie Hew: SO HAH!
Nellie Hew: PWNED AGAIN XD
Jazel Lynne: EAT MY SHIT FROM MY NATRUAL BLACK ASS
Jazel Lynne: xP
Jazel Lynne: "this is all a joke so chill"
Jazel Lynne: "wasssssssuuuuuuuuuuppppppp!!!!!!!!!!1 xDDDDD"
Nellie Hew: i know!!!
Nellie Hew: hahahahaahahahaha XD
Jazel Lynne: still not talking
Jazel Lynne: xP
Nellie Hew: Eat my ORGANIC POOP from my natural love shaped pink ass!!!
Nellie Hew: T_T
Nellie Hew: Later I will play It girl
Nellie Hew: BUT.......
Jazel Lynne: eh?
Jazel Lynne: TELL ME WHEN YOUR BACK
Nellie Hew: I'm back!!!
Nellie Hew: I'M BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jazel Lynne: my internet is a bitch

Yes, I love my best friend. :D No offense to the people who's name are said. Nothing personal, really! It's just a joke!!! We just thought of name we could think of. We named people we were close to in 2010. Well, except the teachers. :/

What It Takes To Get A Leo

2011-02-18T23:41:00.000-08:00

What It Takes To Get A Leo

This is for my friend who is a Leo. :D Just to show her, this shit can be so true. I bold the ones I comment on. KAKAKAKA.

How To Seduce a Leo Women.

You have your eyes set on a Leo woman? I can’t blame you one bit. She is surely a force to be reckoned with and a prize indeed. You must be ambitious because this woman demands to you rise to her occasion and be worthy of her presence. She is after all the Queen of the Jungle. If you cannot meet her requirements she can simply turn on her charm and find someone who can. Do not let her pass you up.

Your Lioness can be a dangerous woman. She has all the designs of a fixed fire sign and just cannot be stopped. She stalks her prey, plans an attack then pounces. There is no changing her mind or deterring her from her from her desire. Once she has locked her sights on something then by all means move the hell out of her way and fast.

She is determined and achieves all she desires but it is lonely at the top. A Queen with as much passion and spark as a Leo woman deserves a worthy consort. What will make you worthy? Recognizing that she is to be adored and worshiped and recognizing that she cannot be held down or kept at the back. You do not engage a woman of the fire signs to be your trophy, you engage a fire sign to conquer the world as your equal.

Before you attempt to pursue please be crystal clear that this will be no ordinary task. You must know exactly how to approach for it is THE most important thing you will do. A Leo woman is not easily impressed; she will laugh you right out the door. Keep in mind she sees herself as a Queen and can easily back up her point of view with her long list of achievements. She never just “thinks.” She absolutely knows–and you must too.

Confidence is the key to everything with her. Approach her with confidence and a bit of humility. Recognize her worth and tell her so. Flattery will get you everywhere with a Leo woman. They cannot get enough of your attention, compliments and flattery. When you ask her out, already have a game plan in mind. “I would like to take you …” She wants someone who knows where and when before they go.

Take her anywhere. She is a woman ruled by the sun so outdoor activities, weather permitting, are always good. Do not be afraid to take her to places that require a certain sense of class or style. Those are places she will likely feel more comfortable at. She likes a place that she can go and turn everyone’s head. She likes to show off, not only show herself off but also show her partner off. Make sure you are well dressed at all times. This first date will be everything so look great, speak well and focus on her.

She is a woman who knows how to highlight her worth, regardless of their financial or intellectual station. If she has $5, she will buy the best she can with that money and flaunt it like its gold. She knows she makes gold look good. She expects anyone that she dates to be able to as well. She will not even date anyone who isn’t as ambitious as she is. During your first date she sizing you up and will not hesitate to just leave you in the middle of the date if she isn’t happy. (sound so you man!) Do not give her a reason to! Ask what she wants in life and tell her yours. Tell her what you want to accomplish and how you plan on doing so. The more she sees you wave places to go and worlds to conquer, the more she will want to share her jungle with you.

Do not think that because you have a few dates with her that you are in and its smooth sailing from here. It could be a few months down the road or even two years. The second you let up and it doesn’t look like you are going to bounce back, she will bounce you. Once you come on then stay on, keep your best foot forward. She is not all business though; you can have fun with her. A lot of fun you will have once she trusts you are in her league.

Part of the fun with your Lioness is the sex. (AHAHAHHAH!) Hold on tight and be prepared for a work out. Just like life, she is in it to win it. You will both be happy and quite sated once your sessions are over. She gives direction, praise and multiple orgasms in bed. (O_O Fuu yoh! NELLIE! xD) You should give just as much. She will tell you just how she likes it. You can also tell her what you like. Use all the dirty talk you can muster. (Damn girl!) Listen while she makes you release just off the sound of her sexy voice. She will not stop and you better not stop until neither of you can’t lift your head off the pillow. With a Leo you work hard and play even harder. (Y)

You might be reading this and think that attracting the Leo woman is work. No, the work is in keeping her. Creativity goes just as far as flattery and praise. Keeping the relationship moving forward isn’t just business and ambition it is good times and fun. She isn’t beneath throwing a wrench into things for not only her own amusement but to gauge your reaction. Until that woman is married, she will always weigh her partner’s worth. She might even do so after marriage too.

I warned you that a Leo woman is a force to be reckoned with. There may be some hoops to jump through and there maybe days where you ask yourself why do I bother, but she is proof that nothing in this world worth gold is easy or free. She is the type that will make you a better person and even teach you something about yourself. She isn’t for the faint at heart or the passive aggressive. She is the one who wants everything that world can offer and is not afraid to work for it. So put up or shut up and keep it moving if you can’t hang with the stars. Your Lioness is worth the hunt, don’t ever let her go.

The Opposite Attract

2011-02-16T03:18:00.000-08:00

The Opposite Attract

I'm not sure what's wrong with me but really, I my taste in men (or boys if counts) if just... super weird. I seem to be attracted to guys who are.. way out of MY line. Well, I'm.. you can call big. Broad shoulders, wide waist, a little over weight. :D But I tend to get attracted to guys who are... not perfect for a girl like me. O: very confusing la so screw it! I usually like men who are taller but sometimes when I feel like being.. a Seme (Google it if you don't know) towards guys. Meaning I tend to like a male where I feel dominant around. :D

Okay, the whole point of this is actually I actually got 'attracted' to this guy. But dude, seriously, it's not a crush nor I have puppy like on him. I just go "Hmmm... you.." with a spark of interest. NOT A CRUSH I REPEAT. Just for in case. I just got attracted to him after I saw him play the guitar. ♥

"All my life I've been good,
But now
I'm thinking What The Hell
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about

Lalalalalalalalalala
Lalalalalalalalala"

♥ ;)

What It Takes To Get A Virgo

2011-02-01T08:11:00.000-08:00

What It Takes To Get A Virgo

Okay, so I got from this website from a friend about 'How To Seduce Your Star sign'

http://www.sexstrology.org/

So, I read mine and I was like OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG So mother-effing true!!! It's like it knows me so well. xD

I'm gonna BOLD the really True once in case if you so lazy to read. xD

She is straight forward, reliable and gorgeous to boot. Your Virgo woman just might be perfection; it is after all what she strives for. Trust me when I tell you that when you fall in love with the Virgo Woman, you will fall hard. Are Virgo women hard to get? Sadly friends, it isn’t an act, they are hard to get. The trouble is she seeks perfection in everything. If you are less than that, then leave her alone or watch her as she runs fast away from you. (TRUE TRUE TRUE Did that to a few guys already. Run awayyyy)

She is analytical and precise. Everything needs to be just so in order for her to be happy and move on. If it isn’t, she is not going anywhere until it is. For all that she discriminates she is also very considerate. She regards all involved before she makes a move. The Virgo woman has an extraordinary eye for detail and will exhaust every avenue, including herself, to make sure things go as planned. Being punctual and reliable is a must for her. (if only I could drive! My family are never punctual or on time!!!) She’s particularly fond of routines and lists. She probably has a list of her lists to keep track of them. For all the proficiency, she is fairly reserved and shy. She is uncomfortable with too much attention and perhaps embarrasses easily.

We haven’t scared you off? That’s good because a Virgo woman is worth the work. (Gotta work to get me xD)

You will need to become friends with a Virgo woman before hoping to seduce her. (A FUCKING MUST!! Jangan so fast wanna date me when I harldy know you! ~~yes you the man in strips. Think I forgot it? it was the day that creep me out~~) Knowing the quirks of her sign will get you far. Her sign is an intellectual sign which makes her a highly practical person. She is calm, collected and will never display any unreasonable or emotional outbursts in public. Though she is viewed as having little to no emotions, you will be surprised that she has a quick wit and can find humor in most things. Not only does she have a quick wit but empathy toward others you wouldn’t have expected.

Virgos tend to worry too much. So to seduce your Virgo, help her to worry less. Keep things fun and light. Bring laughter, she needs it and sometimes forgets that she can. They don’t generally like off the wall, crazy experiences or large crowds. Keep dates traditional and old fashioned (dinner and theater) until you learn more about her. Virgo women love nature so invite her for a weekend away in the country or hiking in the mountains.(Nature thing dont really work for me though) Let her see you as the person she can relax with and find freedom from the mind that is always running. Use your time as friends to learn her limits; it will help you make a better partner later.

As much as you may want to, don’t rush her in anything. By now you will see what a gem she truly is and will want to take it to the next level. Let the friendship naturally grow to love, she will let you know when you get there. A Virgo love needs a little time to develop. As in all things, she will analyze every step along the way to make sure its perfection. As a result do be surprised if she seems hesitant and stand-offish. She will seem that way until she’s comfortable with a partner. So when in public, keep displays of affection to a minimum. Wait to show cooing love until you get her home.

The Virgo woman is a particularly loyal person and tends to be traditional in their outlook. Giving pink roses will reach her heart and she will soon want to open up to you. Virgo females want a partner who respects and understands them. She wants someone who is also intellectual and is just as organized as she is. She demands her partner to be not only devoted but reliable and sincere. Let your creativity shine. Wite a poem or paint her a picture. Show her that you want her and that she is of high value to you. She will in turn do the same. She also places very high value on her relationships and the sex she has in it. She likes to keep her sex life private and behind closed doors.

Once a Virgo woman falls for you, you will never choose to leave. She will devote herself entirely to you and will make you feel as if you were only one ever. It is then when you see just how special she is. You will see the true measure of her strength and femininity which is superior even to that of the Aries woman. It is here where the time and effort you put into courting your Virgo pays off. You will have no doubt she wants to love you and she will have no problem showing you all the ways she wants to. Behind closed doors with your Virgo, you will understand the term “let the games begin”.

To keep her, understand that is that she is always “on.” Even if she isn’t at work or home, her mind is always racing. This is a woman that you may have to force her to relax. As a perfectionist she is always thinking of ways to improve things or critique her most recent activities. She will need someone to know when she near her limit and has to recharge. That said she hates wasting time or sitting still. Be creative in your down time with her. If you can figure out how to accomplish something while “relaxing” then she may never want to let you go.

She is a rather strong woman, stable and confident. Virgo women will seem dreary and reserved but they simply are very careful with choosing the friends and lovers they spend their lives with. Their attitude towards life and love are quite practical. She needs no fuss, just plain honesty and sincerity. When she loves it is fully, honestly and passionately. You will never want for anything with your Virgo woman. Your house will be a home and your love will always be returned. Consider yourself warned though, let her and she will give you Heaven on Earth.

DONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Well yeah. So fucking me. :) I got to be honest. I was like this even before. I had men (boys) who goes "I Love You" when I don't even know them much and I straight got turn off! I don't like it if you take it to fast. I prefer slow terms. I want to get to know the person until I'm comfortable to say I Love You. I may not say it SO FAST. As a 16 year old in her adolescence. I find love really just..... Immature thinking.

i mean I have friends with boyfriends and they go "I really Love him!" which makes me wanna barf! They say it as if they are gonna marry him! DUDE your in high school. The chances are actually just fantasy of curiosity when your in adolescence wanting to know how is it like being LOVED. I'm not gonna lie, I was like that. Wanting to see what is so good about dating a guy.

That's why I almost dated this guy who said I love you to me. Until, I heard him said it the second time. then it hit me. It's all childish games.

I started not to believe in love soon enough and went to high school crush out of curiosity. I like to call it.... experiments. Not to be harsh or anything! Just... since wanting to be a physiologist, human behavior studying also known as Profiling (Criminal Minds was my inspiration) I tend to study.... my friends who are in love, or friends who are flirts and play with love. (yeah, I have a friend like that =__=)
I think this is one of my longest post! I feel like I'm writing a book! LOL. Anyways. OFF NOW. Sleepy......................... God ,what time is it? SHITTTTTTT need to sleep! Gotta wake up early tomorrow. DAMN.

I'm The Worst Blog Owner

2011-01-18T06:28:00.000-08:00

I'm The Worst Blog Owner

Somehow, I don't know why but I take my blog as a pet. It's a must feed but I'm the worst owner. I mean DAMN! My last post was Christmas? WOW. My schedule is a little busy now days since I'm in a sub-science class. No offense the FULL science class, put you guys are smart! With my IQ I don't know how to cope! I didn't even knew HOW I enter a class like that, or WHY i chose it!

This year is a load of shit. No more fooling around like I use to. (except I actually still do it) Now it's a MUST to actually FINISH your homework..... O_O Yes, It's shocking to me. With my history with homework. This is impossible! I never did my homework... EVER! (Well, until it's a total must like a punishment if we don't finish)

Well, I know it's late but HELLO 2011!!

The Hardest Christmas

2010-12-21T06:02:00.000-08:00

The Hardest Christmas

Stress. Stress. Stress. Oh God. I don't even want to start of how Christmas is getting worst each year.

~~Cause trust me, I wish we didn't celebrate anymore.~~

But I won't complain that problem, my problem now is s the presents. Goddammit. I'm short of cash this year. ~~and last year~~

Don't blame me, I needed things. :/ Call me selfish because I am. ~~tired of being nice anyway~~

And my daddy, OMG seriously?! This is the hardest Christmas present choice EVER. for now that is :/

Laptop or Mp4?

I'm not bragging if you think I am. But I just need opinion. Because, I don't get this stuff often!

Sure, you might think a laptop is more worth it. Dude, a personal laptop. How awesome is that?

But I have been bugging for a new Mp4 since my Mp3 was ruin by a washing machine. I'm not joking. and Nellie both this REALLY cool head sets for me. This thing I always wanted! D:

CRIES. I just want both. O:

Daddy, I Hate You!

~~No, seriously. I do.~~

Happy Birthday My Man!!

2010-12-14T19:43:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday My Man!!

Well, I'm moving on from TVXQ. But I had one more man to go for the TVXQ tribute, so I might as well do it. :)

Well, sorry for this man.... I ain't baking for his birthday. :( Sad i know. but I go no ingredients. Haih. So I'll just go with the Picture Tribute and a short lyrics he wrote.

Xiah

Xiah Junsu

Kim Junsu

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2003/4 Hug debut Age 17/18

2004 Tri-angle Album Age 18

2005 Rising Sun Album Age 19

2006 "O" Jung.Ban.Hap Album Age 20
(Car sesat at the back xD)

2007 Step By Step Single Age 21

2007 Five In The Black Album Age 21

2008 Purple Line Single Age 22

2009 Mirotic Album Age 23

2009 The Secret Code Album Age 23

2010 Break Out! Single Age 24

I hope that my wishes of smiling next to you every new morning,
Will be able to come true
I'll wait for you,
I'll never let go of your hands,

노을..바라보다 (Picture Of you) written by Kim Junsu.

Well, now. This is the end.

Wishing Kim Junsu a Happy Xiah Day!!! ^^

From your fan,

2010-12-10T09:27:00.000-08:00

From you fan,

Okay. I have just watch JYJ's Ayy Girl MV FULLY for the first time actually and I'm gonna say, it made me cry. NOT in a good way.

Their voice... Changed. To me. I mean. It's not the same voice anymore. It's not the voice I fell for. I'm not the kind of fan that fell for their looks. (Okay, maybe I thought Yunho was cute) But I still didn't like them. Until, my lovely Kah May brought her album to my house. No offense May may I was annoyed at first. hehehe. BUT I still love to thank you for bringing it over anyway.

I was the fan that fell for their voice. That sweet melodic voices that were so in sync- Okay I'm over exaggerating but I really did love their voice. i forget the first songs I listen too.

Rising Sun, Purple Line and Love In The Ice.

Love In The Ice.... Oh my god. It's just like. WOW.

Watching them sing that live is VERY emotional. I can still cry if I watch it right now.

Doushite Kimi Wo Suki Ni Natte Shimattandarou?

Translation- Why Did I Fall For You?

The song that made me cry just when they started singing. Heart skip a beat when I heard the first note. I remembered, tears just falling out without realizing it. I'm sure many fans experience the same thing I did.

That's what makes TVXQ so special.

And it's sad to know, just like that, it's over.....

They were the best, the most in sync, the most incredible band ever.

The most unforgettable to me.

They were the only people... keeping me alive.

Cliche? i know. I promise my self not to die until I meet them xD

They are like Idol!

To Dance like Yunho.

To play the piano and write songs like Yoochun.

To be charismatic like Junsu.

To have Changmin's confidence.

To have such a voice like Jaejoong.

BLEK! I'm weird Aren't I?

To blog about this kinds of stuff. It usually stays in my head. But watching how JYJ was just made me to disappointed.

I love Junsu, Yoochun and Jaejoong. Really, I do. Just not how they make their music now. I miss their old music.

Kim Junsu, Park Yoochun, Kim Jaejoong, Shim Changmin, Jung Yunho.

The names I don't think I'll forget. One thing people wont know, is that these people were my confident to talk more then I use to.

I don't think flash backs are necessary, about how quite I use to be, hate talking and bla bla bla. i was the typical loner girl. :P The girl that hated music until I discovered these people.

And always, Thank You Kah May. :)

Sign,
The girl who lost her faith.

Forget this happen because I'm so gonna get embarrass writing this soon enough. -.- Why I post it?
I need to let go.

The TVXQ Love.

2010-12-10T07:31:00.001-08:00

The TVXQ Love

I'm gonna say honestly. I'm not a fan of JYJ. Very sorry to say... They suck. Erg! God! They became so.. so.. GAY. Who the fuck (for guys) wears EYESHADOW! I'm gonna say this truthfully, only Adam Lambert can pull it of. And his already GAY!

Nellie said I have Yoochun's hair in Ayy Girl MV.

Ouch. -.-

Anyway, don't get me wrong. I still love the guys. Just not... then wearing eyeshadow and saying "I'm loosing my cool~!" -.- I mean... your not even that cool in that video. And again. No offense.

Here you go if your interested. -.-

I just wish I was their hairstylist, fashion coordinator, plan who writes their lyrics, plan their videos and stuff.

apeifh;WOEUGLOFN;OIEFH;ouegfbUEBFUIESBFAUFA;OEUFHN;AEFH;iofn :)

I wanna sleep over HUI TINGS HOUSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. DAMN. The holidays are almost over and Istill have a lot of stuff to do. =___= I just wish my parents let me go out more!!!!!!!!!! GODDAMMIT!

I like this photo of Yunho. So cute. :)

Kah May made me fell in love with this photo too. <3 style="font-style: italic;" size="2">
prettayy

This wasn't suppose to be a TVXQ post but I can't help it. :)

Day 5-30

2010-11-21T07:41:00.000-08:00

Day 5-30

I'm just gonna bla bla bla stuff. Making it short. Long time no post. This 30 Day Challenge was no use but I hate doing something not finishing it.

Day 5 — Your dreams

My dream? Which kind? My sleep ones or what I wish for?

Well my dreams that I wish for is..... (!!!!) To open a nightclub. :D

Yes, you have read right. A Nightclub! I'm a weird person but I have it plan in my head already. :3

Day 6 — A stranger

Hello? Well, hope to meet soon I guess. O:

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

There are things I love to say out loud about him but I rather not.

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Xian Loong and Nellie.

You guys are awesome if I need you. (on the internet that is ;D)

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

I will never change this even if I currently hate yet love the three men.

TVXQ, I still wanna meet you guys before I die ;)

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

KAH MAY!!!!!! but your ONE of the person I miss talking too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And a little someone else, name unsaid but I miss the friendship we had before a little something happen.

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

There is not really a close person around me that died.

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Never cause a lot of pain, but I'll still make you regret it. :)

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Well, my family basically. I just wish you guys can understand my mood changes problem.

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Kah May!! TT_TT Missing how close we use to be. D: And why is thing mostly having to write about me missing my may-may? >:(

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

KAH MAY!!!!!!!!!! Oh darn this thing. >:(

~~also missing the anonymous~~

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

I met this cute guy in omegle and added each other in facebook. :D

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Well, you were my best friend since kindergarten. I still remember your name but I don't know how to spell it. xD Just miss him. We use to be in the same class every year, until year 3 when he moved away. ):

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

A super hot with awesome curve, rich and fabulous. done.

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Well, when I think of you I can still miss you. To, anonymous.

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

No one really, No guy have ever broke me down and cry... yet?

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Nellie.... I"M SO SORRY. You were just.. annoying!! But~ I got over it so CHILL. O.O

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

A few guys I wish to not hate me when I reject them, but I still wont change my mind if I wanna date them.

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

My baby brother!!!!!!

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Hmm... All my friends mostly. OH OH OH. The best one for now was when I laughed my ass of until I couldn't breath at ALL! One time, after school with Nellie, Xian Loong and Hirustaa. The unforgettable line, "You pussy shit ass nigga." xD The two guys fighting about being gay. x]

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

I can name a few. I just wish I could do something.

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

I never can remember things I promise to. I think it was promising Xian Loong that I'll tell him the next time I'm free to hang. :/

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Gah.... Hmmm.. I know a few. :/

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

TVXQ. :D So I would like to thank Kah May for introducing me to them. ^^

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

I'm just afraid your not the right person. It's nice though if you could be the rod I should hold on to. You are a nice guy.

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

You change so much. What happen to you? You use to be the one that goes with the flow, never shout back because you don't care. Why do you suddenly care? Stop letting that inner bitch get out. She's not worth it. Find your own confident. Don't use that thing in side you. Lock her up, keep her away. You know she's trouble. Forget that thing. It's not worth thinking about it over and over again. What' done is done. At least your not doing that bad. Change for the better or people get hurt. I can't let it control me. Hit reality already. She's not real...

Day 4 — Your sibling

2010-11-16T22:58:00.000-08:00

Day 4 — Your sibling

To my sister I so do ever hate, Michelle.

As you know, I hate you. I'm not shy to say it but instead I say it with pride. I'm just like every younger sister. ^^ I know you love me. You CAN be a great person SOMETIMES. But your more of the horn headed, pointy tail sister. (A devil) You can't blame. Your EVIL, annoying, immature, over protected, embarrassing, a total idiot with no common sense! But I would also like to thank you for having my back. At least now I know when there a stupid bitch I hate your there to help me torture her plastic face. ^^

I still hate you. :)

Day 3 — Your parents

2010-11-16T02:14:00.000-08:00

Day 3 — Your parents

My parents. WOW. What to say this this people? I think it's mostly an apology letter. hehe.

Dear Mom and Dad,
Sure, I'm not the greatest daughter in the world. I'm lazy, stupid, don't really care, blur, annoying and maybe idiotic at times. I would be saying "I will try to be a better person and a daughter" but....... I won't really change. Hehe.... So i would just like to thank you for not giving up on me and bla bla bla...

God. this is a boring post.

Anyway, today is soooooooooooo boring. I just want to.... nevermind. I'll keep that in my mind.

There are people I feel like hanging out with, killing and missing. Haiz..........

I don't really know what to post I just needed to do the third day post thing xD

Day 2 — Your Crush

2010-11-15T03:01:00.000-08:00

Day 2 — Your Crush

My crush eh???? Hmmmmmmm....... I'm not really INTO a guy right now. But I'm dating someone. Should I write about him? It's nothing serous. O:

..... Well, if I had to write a letter to him.... ??? .... =.=

Dear Hirustaa,
Sorry behalf of my best friend that she couldn't keep that secret you told her. ~~the fact that you like me for four months which shock me that you got away with when usually I could tell~~ and for the fact she told you something she should have kept. ~~the fact I liked you back she had to go and tell you =.=~~ But, if it wasn't for her I wouldn't have seen your cute, adorable, lovable, sweet and ~~sexy waist~~ thanks to Nellie Hew. Haiz....... So yeah. I'm gonna say it hear what I never said to you ~~since you don't read my blog~~

I LIK.........................................................

Good Bye ^^

Try It! Because You Have Been Tagged.

2010-11-14T02:23:00.000-08:00

Try It! Because You Have Been Tagged.

I'm a Freaky Sex Addict With A Sexy Smile Who Cuddled With An Easter Egg Because I Love Marijuana.

Add "I'm a/an" on your sentence, then add the rest of the answers on as you do the questions.Tag people.

Lee Chen, Kah May, Vivien, Hui Ting. :D

What color/kind of socks are you wearing?

[ ] Red = loud
[ ] Green = stupid
[x] None = freaky
[ ] Fuzzy = gorgeous
[ ] Yellow = innocent
[ ] Purple = a little too happy
[ ] Black = emo
[ ] Stripes = funny
[ ] Gray = skanky
[ ] Pink = preppy
[ ] Light blue = sweaty
[ ] Other = hot
[ ] White = sexy

What kind of pants are you wearing?

[ ] Shorts = cutie
[ ]Skirt/skort = skank
[ ]Corduroy = faggot homosexual
[ ]Tight jeans = scene kid
[ ]Ripped jeans = emo
[ ]Cammo = cage fighter
[ ]Jeans = prep
[ ]PJs = pimp
[ ]Cargo = clown
[ ]Sweats = athlete
[ ]Boxers = brat
[ ]Booty shorts = female
[ ]Capris = Gangster
[ ]Nothing = hoe
[ ]Dickies = weirdo
[ ]Bikini bottoms = tiki girl
[x]Other = sex addict

What is your natural hair color?

[ ]Auburn = that every one wants to make out with
[ ]Blonde = with a broken heart
[x]Black = with a sexy smile
[ ]Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ]Red = that likes to have fun
[ ]Brown = who loves to be different
[ ]Dirty blonde= with a nice ass
[ ]Bald = with herpes

Pick the month you were born on:

[ ]1 = who ate
[ ]2 = who needed
[ ]3 = who killed
[ ]4 = who shot
[ ]5 = who killed
[ ]6 = who smoked with
[ ]7 = who banged
[ x]8 = who cuddled with
[ ]9 = who got stabbed horribly by
[ ]10 = who ran shirtless with
[ ]11 = who slept with
[ ]12 = who ran naked with

Pick the day you were born on:

[ ]01 = the kool-aid man
[ ]02 = my mom
[ ]03 = a shoe
[ ]04 = a toothbrush
[ ]05 = Santa Claus
[ ]06 = The Trojan man
[ ]07 = Barney the dinosaur
[ ]08 = a prostitute
[ ]09 = a porn star
[ ]10 = a bag of weed
[ ]11 = my lover
[ ]12 = a glass of milk
[ ]13 = a horse
[ ]14 = a lesbian
[ ]15 = a stripper
[ ]16 = a pickle
[ ]17 = a jew
[ ]18 = a homo
[ ]19 = an orange
[ ]20 = a dog
[ ]21 = a homeless guy
[ ]22 = a whore
[ ]23 = my crush
[x]24 = an Easter egg
[ ]25 = a jar of honey
[ ]26 = a condom
[ ]27 = a bowl of cereal
[ ]28 = a french fry
[ ]29 = your dealer
[ ]30 = Paris Hilton
[ ]31 = your grandma

Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing

[x]White = because I love marijuana
[ ]Black = because I'm sexy as hell
[ ]Pink = Because the lil people told me to
[ ]Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs
[ ]Red = because I'm a pimp and your jealous
[ ]Polka Dots = because I hate my life
[ ]Purple = because I'm gay
[ ]Gray = because I got dared
[ ]Other = because that's how I roll
[ ]Green = because I'm good in bed
[ ]Orange = because I smoke crack
[ ]Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose
[ ]Brown = because I had to
[ ]Shirtless = because I've got abs

:D

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

2010-11-13T20:03:00.000-08:00

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Nellie! Nellie! Nellie! Nellie! My crazy super hyper biatch! :D

I can't believe I use to hate you! Now I love ya to death! I have nothing to say to you because you know me from the tip of your tongue and probably know what I will say about you. xD Thanks for always being there. You know I'm here for you too! You the best. xD

May May May May May! Kah May! =D

Don't think I would forget you now could I?? Miss you dearly. I still remember the times we've fool around. Window shopping. Talking about our childish imaginary of 2J ^^ Don't cha just miss it? Cause I do. Miss how we use to be close.

Lalalalalalalalalalalala. Am I done? Man, I hate being mushy and corny. xD But I don't know what other way I could show I feel. O:

30 Day Test

2010-11-13T19:51:00.000-08:00

30 Day Test

To those who are blank in what to blog about,
why not try this challenge?

WRITE A LETTER TO THESE PEOPLE :

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

I got this from Lee Chen. Blogs been dead recently so decided to take the challenge! :D

I'm gonna start day 1 now because I'm so bored. O:

Happy Be-late Halloween!

2010-10-31T21:59:00.000-07:00

Happy Be-late Halloween!

Well, I didn't get to dress up for Halloween. :( BUT I did have fun on Halloween~ not celebrating it though.... If I were to dress up I would be a Vampire! Ahahaha. Sorry. I'm a vampire fanatic.

Went to sunway club to swim with Nellie, Ren Shen, Richard, Yoong Wei and Yoong Wei's little brother, Yoong Jian. (I think that's his name xD) It was fun. Though I wasn't the best swimmer among them. Playing tag in the pool was practically one of my worst. I kept loosing because I was the slowest.

AHHHHHHHHH. Halloween is over! I know. Random of me. BUT seriously! someone should make a Halloween party! Houses should be kind enough for Trick-or-Treaters.

CANDY!!!!!!!!!!

The Disturb Lunch Date

2010-10-28T07:27:00.000-07:00

The Disturb Lunch Date

Yesterday school was a drag. I didn't know why I came to school when it was so freaking boring. Oh right. Thanks to Nellie. =.=

Okay. Maybe the most boring one since we got to play truth or dare. To this I have realize Yoong Wei isn't the only sexy one. So was Jie Le. Man that guy ain't shy to get out there. I'm not gonna say exactly what he did, it was just..... sexy. Truth or Dare was a hilarious shit. I laugh my ass off but it didn't last long because we made to much noise. It our seniors were having exams. So then we planned on going out. Swimming this Sunday~ Thanks to Yoong Wei and his membership card for the sunway club. xD Of course it was obvious they only want me and Nellie (the only girls) to come to see us (more like Nellie) in bikini's. Those perverts. Well, what ya gonna do. Who can pass a free trip to swim and work out? Not me. =D

Later that day Nellie said she couldn't hang with me after school for some Nike shoe sale and the sad part was I already told my dad not to pick me up. So I was left alone to walk home~! .....

So I thought. I bugged Xian Loong to walk me home and he agreed. Yay~! AND the best part was, ~~a certain someone's parents couldn't pick him up too so I had a privilege and get to hang with him more longer~~.

So Me, Xian Loong and Hirustaa had lunch together. I tried my first Taiwanese sausage. Spicy~ Hirustaa was adorable eating eat. He teared up because it was spicy. xD After lunch we went straight home.

At home, as usual my sister lecture me. She thinks I lied there was 'after school activity' just so i could go out. which is SO NOT TRUE! Sometimes...

Small Things That Can Change Your Thoughts.

2010-10-26T05:12:00.000-07:00

Small Things That Can Change Your Thoughts.

Pretty much wishing I didn't care at times. Wishing to be small when the world is still your playground. Not afraid of being judge. Not afraid of what they might think of you when your covered with dirt or even making a small mistake. While your still trying to beat that creepy ghost your big sister lies about that's hiding in the attic. When it was still food I cared most, not my weight. Where love life doesn't even matter!

Growing up is harder than I thought. Adults were right. When you get older, you do wish to be younger again.

Why am I saying this things all of the sudden?

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'Cause I'm bored. :)

With life to tell the truth. Okay, maybe on times where I have nothing to do. etc; NOW.

I have doubts with things. It's better left unsaid.

I'm sleepy but I don't want to go yet.

Mom practically FORCING me to eat dinner when I'm not hungry. ~~I don't like her food anyways~~

I wish...... to just doze to dream land and SERIOUSLY stop hearing my mom shout at me SO MANY FREAKING TIMES!!!!
I GET IT!! IT'S DINNER!! LET ME FINISH BLOGGING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'M BACK!!

2010-10-20T04:21:00.000-07:00

I'M BACK!!

Welcome! Welcome! I'm back to post more idiotic shit in my blog! =D PMR was over about a week or more. I just had to enjoy life that period of time before I blog! I miss you~ writing shit is what I love! xD

Now, I have to sleep over Ting's house~ Go Sunway Lagoon with Nellie Hew~ Wait for a little something that I wish just happen ALREADY!!!

Today was bittersweet a little. Me and Nellie Just swore our life is a sitcom. And in this sitcom, our God isn't God... It's MILEY CYRUS!

What's Bitter Sweet~

Sweet: Truth and Dare in school was fun. Next time need more people!
Bitter: The stupid small fire in school that made us stand under the hot sun in the field.
Sweet: Koperasi Today!
Bitter: Walking home with Xian Loong and his annoying metaphor!
Sweet: Xian Loongs annoying yet funny sense of humor and kindly ENOUGH to send me and Nellie home.
Sweet: Koperasi!
Bitter: NO FREAKING ELECTRICITY IN THE KOPERASI ROOM! Had to be sweaty and sticky! eww~
Sweet: Train Bruce a little today!
Bitter: I still have no phone. =.=

Alot of things happens this year and it's sad it's off to the end of year soon. Being 15 wasn't as bad as i thought. But I'll bet 16 is even more bittersweet than what happen today.

I can't believe I got ask out.
I can't believe I found who my real friends are.
I can't believe I got a little mature in my obsession in TVXQ!
~~I can't believe I can get attracted to a guy like him.~~ :)

I'm waiting... Freaking waiting..... WAITING GODDAMMIT!!!!

NOTICE

2010-09-05T01:37:00.000-07:00

NOTICE

This blog is on hold until the end of October. Sorry for the inconvenience.

Love, JayLyn.

Good bye

2010-09-05T01:26:00.000-07:00

Good Bye

Ok. I'm gonna have to be serious now. NO MORE ONLINE! NO MORE TV! NO MORE FOOLING AROUND!!!

I REALLY need to study. So for the next two weeks holiday, I'll be studying.
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OMG! STUDYING ON A HOLIDAY! WHAT THE FUCK!?

I really need to! But just to imagine TWO WEEKS of no school STUDYING. Geez. I feel like killing myself. But it's for the good. I have no future. I need one. I can't imagine myself ten years from now because i don't know where to put myself. Wish me luck as i try not to die before my PMR comes.
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Oh God! I can't breath!

Good Bye laptop.
Good Bye TV.
Good Bye Facebook.
Good Bye Twitter.
Good Bye My Bloggie.
GOOD BYE TVXQ!!!!
(well at least for two months I'll be gone)

Leather Is My New Best Friend

2010-09-04T08:26:00.000-07:00

Leather Is My New Best Friend

I went shopping with Michelle and Nisha today. Awesomeness. I bought a number of stuff which surprise me because I don't usually do this! The awesome part is I FINALLY GOT MY LEATHER JACKET!! <3 *Happy Happy*

Leather Jacket

New top

Aewsome bracelet I bought is I-Sock

And the best part is... MY TVXQ STUFF!!!

Front of the band

Back of the band

My TVXQ fan! Now it wont be so hot when I stare at them. Ahahaha!

Shopping ain't that bad. ;)

I want to play snooker with Nellie again. Feels good to win a game!

<3

I MISS YOU TO THE MAX!! (Changmin ^^)

2010-08-26T21:26:00.000-07:00

I MISS YOU TOO THE MAX!! (Changmin ^^)

This post is for my long dear friend Leong Kah May. Of 5 years! If I'm not mistaken. She made me cry on wednesday. She didn't know that. Ahaha. She was right behind me in recess and I cried. She gave me a LOVELY card. Sort of the best thing I had for my birthday! It's simple but I love it to the max. It made my card I gave her look bad! xD

(I have no idea why is this upside down, i can't change it)

I miss hangging out with her. Haih... I'm sort of speechless now.

I love ya, May May! xD

Thanks for the card!

Trying To Live My Life

2010-08-24T02:36:00.000-07:00

Trying To Live My Life.

24 august... *sighs* Saddest yet happiest day. It's my birthday.

The sad reason; I don't want to celebrate being born!!!

The happy reason; Who could resist free things?

Thanking everybody I love for wishing me. :) Thanks Hui Ting for blogging a birthday wish for me. Love it. It was sweet ^^

Bugging my parents to take me out but everybody took a nap. Leaving me the only one awake. -_-

I lazy to really post so Thanks to the people that wished me!

I ♥ Micky Yoochun

2010-08-16T01:12:00.000-07:00

I ♥ Micky Yoochun

I'm sooo happy. I got a Mickey Mouse T-Shirt. From Korea!!!!!!! My Mom's friend went back to korea and both us stuff. She got me earings and lipgloss. Though I don't wear that. I hate make up and big earings but it was nice of her to get me some thing from my most fav place!

Went to IOI mall yesterday! I found my dream dress in a sale!!!!!!! But I had no hear to buy it. T_T It will be a waste of money. I don't even like wearing dresses. But I do like 'em. I went there to shop for my needs but in the end I came bad with zero bags. Unlike my mom and sis. They atleast got more than two bags. This is the problem with me. I'm just to picky in things. Clothes, Food, MEN!

I need to apprciate life more.

Jay.

Things Are Upside Down

2010-08-10T07:46:00.000-07:00

Things Are Upside Down

Okay. I haven't been updating this blog. I thought maybe if I just go online for a while a can concertrate on my studies.

That ain't working out. :/

Anyways, I read my old post. Funny thing is. She is still my best friend. Yeah, we are the weirdest. But I won't be suprised if we fight again. I can say we BOTH are a little bit dramatic. But she's the immature one while I'm the one on one drama talk with a nother close friend. :) doesn't make sence? I, myself not sure how to explain it. I was mad when I did that. :)

SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm going crazy with my study. I keep saying to myself 'Study! Bitch! Study!' but then another voice says 'Later'. For a stupid reason I follow the other voice. -_- And soon enough I regret each day that passes by.

Bite me.

Jay.

Grow up.

2010-07-01T03:38:00.000-07:00

Grow Up.

I'm currently annoyed with someone! My god!

"It should have been left alone after the phone call, but No~~~ You can't live without me!!! You said you don't want to ruin the friendship we had but being friends with you ain't gonna help because it is gonna happen again and it will soon be over! Your an immature, annoying ass just like your boyfriend who you keep saying you don't really love him. But well, it is FUCKING obvious your crazy for him! I don't call it love. I call it desperate.

It's your first I get it. But writing a biography of him?! Just after a first date!? Scratch that. Even writing a biography is plain creepy.For god sake, asking is fine! You don't have a bad memory like I do. But I don't need to write down things about my boyfriend if IF i were to forget easily. It's just stalker-ish. And i can't believe his in love with you. For all the years i knew him, he had to pick you.

Immature, It's fine to be like that sometime but NOT ALWAYS. STOP over reacting. STOP being a drama queen. and I'm SORRY if you find me selfish! FUCK! I seriously don't know what made you say that! I don't know whether I am? But if it was about having me drawing myself better than you then sorry. I'm sorry for making drawings of myself better, sorry for making my drawings of me more perfect than the drawing of you. it's just.. I'm not like that in reality. and the only time where I'm perfect is through my drawings. Where, every shirt looks good on me and i don't have to worry i look fat. I know you don't because your not! You look fine in ant clothes you want. I'm a perfectionist. But I myself am not perfect already.

Call me self-centered? Sorry for getting a little attention. I Didn't know you wanted the full spot light. I didn't realize I was taking it! So everything is about me do you? You think I was caught up with my self and didn't realize you were feeling 'sad'? If you were you can JUST TELL ME! Must I figure it out for you!? What do you think I am? A Emotion detector? You keep saying I don't get it, The stupid thing is, even when you know i don't get it, your not telling me why. But you kept repeating it. 'You don't get it. You don't get it. You don't get it.' Just tell me WHAT THE FUCK I AIN'T GETTING!?

OH yeah, here's another sorry. I get very moody in school. You scolded me to be like YOU. Put a smile of the face and endure your emotions. Well let me tell you something. I'm sick and tired of enduring. I'm sorry I'm not you. I can't ACT and pretend like nothing was going on. I can't fake smile and laugh when it's not even something to laugh about. Even if I tried you can still see me not having fun like i usually do. And then I'll be hearing another one of your lecture.

I know you don't read my blog. That's why I'm posting this. I know you won't even care reading it unless it's about you because your fed up it's always about me.

I don't even consider you as my best friend anymore. Just a FRIEND or SOMEONE I KNOW."

Congrates. It's finally about you ain't it?

Love,
Jay.

Happy Birthday My Love!

2010-06-04T04:36:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday My Love!

It's a nother of~ My stupidity obsession over TVXQ!!! People, pleople. It is Park Yoochun's Birthday! And you know what that means! Free cookie!!!! (I'm lying. The cookies ain't free) xD

I have once again baked cookies. Success!!! Butter cookies. xD like usual I'll posting the cookie, tribute and short lyrics of one of his song. and i shall begin!

Tribute time!!!

Micky

Micky Yoochun

Park Yoochun

2003/4 Hug Debut Age 17/18

2004 Tri-angle Album Age 18

2005 Rising Sun Album Age 19

2006 "O" Jung.Ban.Hap Album Age 20

2007 Step By Step Single Age 21

2007 Five In The Black Album Age 21

2008 Purple Line Single Age 22

2009 Mirotic Album Age 23

2009 The Secret Code Album Age 23

2010 Break Out! Single Age 24

Done! Phew. Man it's hard finding and posting this stuff. One More To Go! Junsu! We're waiting!!!

When the color of our memories has faded, when it gets cloudy,
That's when I'll try to end my feelings of love,
Bye bye bye my love, bye bye bye my love,
Can you hear me? You hear me now

사랑 안녕 사랑 (Love Bye Love) Written by (the one and only) Park Yoochun

Oh My Gosh! His such an inspiration. I love the songs he writes! When he plays the piano! <3

PARK YOOCHUN! BEST OF LUCK! LOTS OF LOVE!!

JayLyn signing out!

I Don't Wanna Die!!!

2010-06-02T07:58:00.000-07:00

I Don't Wanna Die!!!

Ok. So people have been asking me what I wanna be when I grow up or what course I'm gonna take. Let me answer you clearly right here...

I ain't got no FREAKING idea.

So, I'm 15 and clueless about my career. I'm VERY sure I'm not the only person. What am I good at? I have no Idea. Am I talented at something? I don't know. I draw, play guiter, play piano, and write stupid novels (Fan Fiction) sucking at something you do ain't talent, right?

I took a quiz online. What job suits me or something. I type was the working alone. Indoor work. Since I am the quite one. I got Jurnalist. It's cool, I enjoy writing. 2nd I got novelist. Cool to since i write novels. Just need to improve grammer. Thats all.

But I also want good earnings. And so... My parents wants me to be a air hostest.

Thing is, air hostest are polite, patient people. Me? When I'm in a bad mood. Don't mess with me. Here's an example.

Good Mood. (:

Me: May I get you anything?
Stranger: Coffee please.
Me: Right away, sir.*Poured hot water* *Trying to endure the heat*
Stranger: Wait! Maybe tea.
Me: Ok. *smile* *Take a tea packet* *Hot! HOT! Enduring Heat!*
Stranger: Oh! Wait! I think I'll just take the coffee.
Me: As You please.... * Still smilling* *Mixed coffee*
Stranger: I'm sorry but.. I think I'll have coke.
Me:*freezed for a second* OK. *throw the coffee and hand him the coke.*

Bad Mood. ):< Me: May I get you anything? Stranger: Coffee please. Me: Right away, sir.*Poured hot water* *Trying to endure the heat**screw this asshole.* Stranger: Wait! Maybe tea. Me: *What the fuck?!* Ok. *Fake smile* *Take a tea packet* *Hot! HOT! Enduring Heat!* Stranger: Oh! Wait! I think I'll just take the coffee. Me:*Irritated voice.* As You please.... * Still smilling* *Mixed coffee* Stranger: I'm sorry but.. I think I'll have coke. Me:*freezed for a second*Oh! Hell with you! Just pick something already! *throw the coffee* Stranger: O_O *Scrared voice* I'll have the coke..

xD

In every choice we make in life. There's always the good and bad benefits in it.

The Goods on this job.

-The traveling

-The many hot mans all over the world

-Free vacation tickets!!!

- I might see TVXQ!

The Bads on this job

-I have a chance of dieing in a plane crash

-No time for friends and family because of the traveling

-I might see TVXQ! with thier girlfriend or WIFE on a vacation. * jealous *

Haiz... I'm off.

JayLyn siging out!

I Wanna Bite Ya!

2010-05-21T01:30:00.000-07:00

I Wanna Bite Ya!

Now don't go thinking wrongly about the tittle! Because it is! xD *Sick Mind* and I'm not talking about me. Kim Junsu! Yes you heard me! Kim Junsu from the (former) member of TVXQ is sick! (sickly hot!) He has a solo album or song now. Which ever he is doing. And it is sick! Yet so HOT! The song sounds like a sex track! OMG! It's actually on turning. But seriously!? My cute little funny, baby, angel face Junsu is... is a.... a... is a SEXGOD!!!! Junsu, your all grown up. *Wipe tears*

Kim Junsu - Intoxication

He looks pale. But who cares! He is still hot TO ME!!!
I wanna put the english Translation but I think it's a little to revealing or inappropriate. Youtube delated the once with english translation. I have read it. Maybe not for children. xD
Oh! and when you see this '(JL:--)' I'm commenting. xD

uhhh, oh, all right (JL: All Right! xD)
Baby, baby, come on come on, come on come on come on (JL:Where?)
Chiisaku furuwaseruyouni kasaneau hadaha oh baby

Yubisaki sagashiatetanoha Deep inside deep inside, deep inside crazy (JL: This part was something like his fingertips deep inside somewhere O_O)
Touch you baby nandomo Squeeze you baby, let me feel your madness (JL: Touch Squeeze O///O)
Stroke you like a arpeggio yeah yeah (JL:Whats a arpeggio?)

Tell me watch you want, hey hey hey hey (JL: I WANT YOU!!! XD)
Tell me, do you want me, oh no no no (JL:Oh! Yes. Yes! YES!)
You say baby now I know that you want me (JL: If you know come to me then!)
Oh no iwasetaiyo baby now
Kiss and touch me, taste and touch me baby (JL: Of course I wanna kiss you! and maybe touch.)
Nugi chirakasu make love (JL: Now your talking! xD)
I can touch me, keep in touch me baby
Soreha Intoxication

Yubikara karamete karadajuu made himitsuno mitsuwo mitsuketeyuku
Shitataru tsukiakari keshita shitade yureru koeni ikisou beautiful
Tell me what you want, hey hey hey hey
Tell me do you want me, oh no no no
You say baby now, I know that you want me
Oh no afuresouna baby now
Kiss and touch me, taste and touch me baby
Shitaiyouni make love
Bite and touch me, kill and touch me baby (JL: I wanna bite ya!)
Soreha Intoxication
Kiss and touch me, taste and touch me baby (JL: Taste ya? I'll think about it. xD)
Jirasanaide making love
I can touch me, keep in touch me baby
Hamaru Intoxication

Kotobanonai tsutaekatade kuruwasete shimaisouninaru
Mottomotto nomikomarerumade yeah

Tell me what you want, hey hey hey hey
Tell me do you want me, oh no no no
You say baby now, I know that you want me
Iwasetaiyo
Baby what you want, hey hey hey hey
Tell me do you want me, oh no no no
You say baby now, I know that you want me
Oh no afuresouna baby now
Kiss and touch me, taste and touch me baby
Shitaiyouni make love
Bite and touch me, kill and touch me baby
Mada hoshikunaru Intoxication

Kiss and touch me, taste and touch me baby
Fukaku More and more
Bite and touch me, kill and touch me baby

If you have a sick mind. You know what it all means. Why junsu? Why!? You stole Yunho's place!

Next topic!

I BOUGHT TVXQ! CD/DVD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I so happy. :) I like their song ZION. (Note: Lee Chen, Kah May & Vivien. When you borrow my CD, You'll know why I like it.) Jaejoong's sexy smirk, Yunho's HOT dancing.

Lee Chen! I wanna borrow the Tokyo Dome DVD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

....

Alright, I'm empty headed now. See Ya!

JayLyn~ signing out!

Update! Update! Update!

2010-04-22T00:39:00.000-07:00

Update! Update! Update!

All right! It's been like forever since I updated so I'll do it now! Since I'm bored and all. Lets see... What's up lately????

Finally after a long time (not so long) I hangged with Kah May for a short while. I Miss Ya Bitch! It's like once in a blue moon I see her. Or say hi. Along with Lee Chen and Vivien! I feel so left out now. Must keep in touch! Even if we see each other everyday in school.

Note to Kah May; WE HAVE TO HANG OUT!!!!! IT'S BEEN SO LONG! AND WHEN I SAY LONG. I MEAN ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- long. :)

Note to Nellie; Darn you, BITCH! I start liking Sasuke now! I hate you! I never liked the Naruto anime! and never thought I would.

Gosh! My brother cut his hair! xD and :( I miss his little bushy hair.

Before

After

Okie! So I have a total of 330 pictures in my phone.
117 pictures of my sister.
111 pictures of my baby brother.
47 pictures of me.
and the rest is crap and friends.
We know who wins....

Anyways, 2010 is an important year to me. This year is my big exam year! If I don't pass this, I'm gonna have to repeat the 9th gred. Another year of school is pure hell to me so I've got to work hard!!! Which is impossible. I've been lacking of since the beggining of the year.

I'm screwed.

Every year when theres a big exam. I have to lack off. I started drawing again, to distract myself. Writting my novels again for distracting myself! I HAVE to be caught up in my music life this year! Now I'm in the mood to learn my piano again and take up guitar lessons. Learning myself is fine but not when you have no clue. Intan was suppose to teach me bit by bit. Give me lessons when she come over.

It seems as it has been forgotten.

I want to learn electric guitar! xD Acoustic too. Oh! I wanna learn bass aswell. OH MY G-DRAGON!

Concertrate in your studies bitch!!!!

*I hate it when I talk to myslef. haih....

Well, since I have nothing else to say.

JayLyn~ Signing out!

Obsess Ain't The Word.

2010-03-23T03:40:00.000-07:00

Obsess Ain't The Word

OK!!! So I have to stop talking about TVXQ and don't seem like a obsess fangirl. (which I think I am) :/

Well Super Junior came to malaysia~! GODDAMMIT! I miss the concert!!!! Regrets. Regrets! REGRETS!!

Reasons why I couldn't go to my 2nd favorite bands concert;

a) My daddy says there is no adults to follow me. [comments- This is why I wanna grow up fast]
b)The feaking price of the tickets! [comments- Could get the free one but was to late T_T]
c) IT WAS ON MY FREAKING SISTERS BIRTHDAY!! [comments-that made it worst. of course i couldn't. I have to attend my sisters party]

Regrets..... They sang 35 songs! Made a funny play! God! I want to mary KYUHYUN!!!!! (Mrs. Cho JayLyn) kindda has a tone to that!

Sister party was... not so nice. But ok. Untill she lost her phone. I was a little worried about her phone but more annoyed on her complains. As I predicted! She couldn't stop the complains. It feels like forever! Oh yeah!

Happy Birthday Retard!!!!!!! I Love ya!!! *barf*

JayLyn~ signing out!

Happy Belate Birthday Baby Boy!

2010-02-22T07:11:00.000-08:00

Happy Belate Birthday Baby Boy!

Oh God. I finally got to blog! The heavy weight is out of my chest. As I say, I'll do stupid things for TVXQ, Call me lifeless. (please)And again. If you guest it! I bake! And I'm happy to say, I mastered the cookie baking skills! (a little) xDD Here's the pictures. Again, it doesn't taste as bad as it looks. I just suck at photography when i love doing it. xD

Atleast it bites like a cookie. Not rock hard. Not soft moist. Cookie. :) Tributing time! To the cute innocent Maknae to Tall, Dark and Handsome!

Max

Choikang Changmin

Shim Changmin

2003/4 Hug Debute Age 15/16

2004 Tri-Angle Album age 16

2005 Rising Sun Album Age 17

2006 "O". Jung.Ban.Hap Album Age 18

2007 Step By Step Single Age 19

2007Five In The Black Album Age 19

2008 Purple Line Age 20

2009 Mirotic Album Age 21

2009 The Secret Code Album Age 21

2010 Break Out Single! Age 22

Oh wow. His just cute. I mean look at this!

Isn't This Just Adorable!! Sorry Lee Chen but I think I might steal him away from you. xD

Your small, cold hands and trembling lips,

Able to carry as if nothing has happened.

Are you afriad of remembering someone?

Struggling to swallow the words bubbling up to your lips.

Your back view resembles falling white snow,

Melting bit by bit...

Love In The Ice. Originally Japanese. Translated to korean by Changmin.

Extra Pics!!!

My God! His Cute! Until Next Time!

JayLyn~ signing out!

Happy Belate Birthday Sexy!

2010-02-07T06:13:00.000-08:00

Happy Belate Birthday Sexy!

Yesterday was the sexiest man in TVXQ's Birthday. And if you guessed it! I'm lifeless enough to bake!! Yes! I baked! A nother cookie! It taste better then the other one! Jaejoong's cookie was as hard as a rock. Not literaly. But Yunho's cookie is soft. and moist. not cookie kind of bite. I'll try mastering my cookie baking next time when I'm baking again. (Changmin's Birthday) Here's the pictures. This time. It's Butter Cookie. =D

Yeah.. I know it doesn't look yummy but the taste is not as bad as you think. Ok. It's time to start my Yunho's tribute thing. Watch, as the young 17 year old turn SexGod.

U-Know

U-Know Yunho

Jung Yunho

2003/4 Hug debut Age 17/18

2004. The Way U Are single Age 18

2004 Tri-anglr Album Age 18

2005 Rising Sun Album Age 19

2006 "O" Jung.Ban.Hap Album Age 20

2007 Step By Step single Age 21

2007 Five In The Black Album Age 21

2008 Purple Line Age 22

2009 Mirotic Album Age 23

2009 The Secret Code Album Age 23

2010! Break Out Single! Age 24!

Yes, Michelle ABOZ Tawa! Your sister is LAME! She's been lame for her whole life! How can you not realise that untill now. You FREAKING LIVE WITH HER. SO LIVE WITH THE FACT SHE'S FREAKING LAME!!!!! .... :)

Untill next time!!

Oh, Hey Girl! Come closer to me, quick.

Oh, Hey Girl! Sexy Beautiful.

I'm ok. Come on everybody, one step is Checkmate!

Checkmate song. Sang by The one and only. Jung Yunho. I think he wrote it too.

Extra sexy pics. ;)

*Melts..

*screams* I LOVE YOU YUNHO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JayLyn~ signing out!

Happy Birthday Kyuhyun!

2010-02-03T03:55:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Kyuhyun!

Short Post.

Wish I could go to your concert, my dear Kyuhyun who's 6th on my list of who I wanna marry.

But my daddy says I'm to young to be going to a concert with only two of us. (Me and Nellie)

Darn the bloody rules to be illegal to do stuff below 18.

It is Super Junior for God's sake!

Anyways. No cookie for Kyuhyun. Sorry.

Wait for Yunho's Birthday. xD

I know I'm lame to be cooking on there Birthdays.

But I can't help it.

Happy Birthday Kyuhyun!!

JayLyn signing out!

Happy Birthday Hot Stuff

2010-01-26T05:15:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Hot Stuff.

Hello! Hello! I'm in a great mood today! Even when my sister is being an ass, I'm still fine! Wanna know why?? It's Kim Jaejoong's Birthday! ........ Goddamit, I need a life. -_- Being happy just because it's your 'All Time Super Favorite Band' member birthday today isn't... normal.... is it? Ok. I can admit, I'm... retarded at times. (most of the time.) But, hey? A girl can act like that if she's really, really, really (seriously) obsess with something.. or someone. I'm a stalker! Haha. That was lame. So, Jae isn't my favorite member nut I still love him. I like that he wears crosses because thats my stlye too! Haha. Wearing all black and love wearing cross is me. Call me goth, I don't care. It's my stlye that my sis hates me wearing. xD

As I said, baked cookies. I know it looks like shit. [P.S to does who ate. If you are feeling any, tummy aches, toilet problems. Please do not blame me. Even if it is my fault]

Anyway! I bake cookie's! NOT because it's Jaejoong's birthday! (ok a little) Come on. Didn't I say I was obsess? Thier face are all over my bebroom wall!! Whoops. That was a secret... Nevermind! Today is an ass birthday! So celebrate. Here's my tribute to the 24/25 year old man! From his early days to now. How our little small innocent 17 year old boy grew up to be.

Hero

Youngwoong Jaejoong

Kim Jaejoong

2003/4 Hug debut Age Age 17/18

2004. The Way U Are single Age 18

2004 Tri-angle Album Age 18

2005 Rising Sun Album Age 19

2006 "O" Jung.Ban.Hap. Album Age 20

2007 Step by Step single Age 21

2007 Five In The Black Album Age 21

2008 Purple Line single Age 22

2009 Mirotic Album Age 23

2009 The Secret Code Album Age 23

2010! Break Out Single! Age 24!

That's my man! Not exactly mine though. I'm in love with Yoochun. xD

Can't wait for the next hottie! Mr. OhSoSexGod Jung Yunho!

Until next time! See ya!

I'll become the wind and wrap gently around you

Right now, I want to fly to a world with you in it

Even though I want to see you so much... I miss you so much...

I'm waiting for you, don't forget me...

忘れないで.... ジェジュン.

B.T.W, Love your song Jae. ^^

JayLyn~ signing out! x)

Bloody Christmas

2009-12-21T18:23:00.000-08:00

Bloody Christmas

Last saturday, my sister and I went christmas shopping. xD (But I'm still not done.) While walking, for the first time since 10 years my sister trip and fell. Not shoking to you maybe, but to me, knowing Michelle for 14 years, I know she was never the clumsy type. (The clumsy one's me though) She actually tore her skin!! And the blood just leaked out! Disgustingly cool. I even had the take picture's.

Warning! This may affect sensitive viewers. If you hate blood, do NOT look any futher.

BEWARE!!!

You have been warn^^

Disgusting.... ByeBye^^

JayLyn~signing out!

Feedback

2009-12-10T23:14:00.000-08:00

Feedback

Hello^^ Well, I'm just posting this to comment on MJ (Kah May) post about Best Frisnds Are Pain In The Ass poem. I'm just defending my self about the 'keep changing dates of our hang out plan.' It's seriously not my fault. My familly only tells me our familly plan at the last minute, on the same day as me and MJ's plans. Or sometimes the fact is, I'll randomly pick a date and forgot I have plans already. (You know I'm forgetfull) I should but a book for my plan. That's easy. I'll forget to write it down. Now that's a problem. x[
That's it now. ByeBye^^

JayLyn~ signing out!

Best Friends Can Be Pain In The Ass

2009-12-10T00:45:00.000-08:00

Best Friends Can Be A Pain In The Ass

Hello^^

My Bestie told me to update my blog so.. HERE YOU GO! MJ!!! and well, yes, there are stuff to blog about.

First off. I cut my hair! Short now. I prefer short then long. It's easier to take care off.

Ok. So you can't really see the diffrence but what the heck!

Next off. I'm so Gaga over Kenichi Matsuyama!

Hot stuff.

What else.... I'm actually clueless now. I'm just trying to make this as long as I can by typing out crap. Let's see.... Oh!

Kah May Plaese Update Your Twitter! Type crap also I don't care.

I want to watch Death Note!!! My Daddy better buy me the CD's!

Gosh I have nothing to say. So that will be it then! See yeah!
ByeBye^^

JayLyn~ signing out!

Full Of Regret

2009-10-31T03:51:00.000-07:00

Full Of Regret

Hello^^

Well today's a saturday, and guess what?! I had a exam! Yay!!! ..... I take that back. This is not someting to celebrate about! EXAM on a SATURDAY! The school just ruined my weekend. This week was such a regretfull week.I regreted my Maths paper. It was shit! I couldn't answer practiclly 60% of the paper! And I think those 40% are mostly wrong. Gosh! I suck at Maths! I regreted not going to All American Rejects concert! All of the sudden! I mean a few weeks ago I was like 'Oh, there are coming back? Nevermind, I went and saw them in world stage so it's ok.' Now I'm in a mood of going!!! Anyway! I bet my sister is having a blast by now, jumping and singing along to AAR's songs in her Devil costume she wore especially for AAR's Holloweewn concert today. [screw you, Michelle] Alright! Time to get my mind out of AAR! I feel like McDonalds now. -__-
ByeBye^^

JayLyn~ signing out!

Train To No Where

2009-10-21T19:24:00.000-07:00

Train To No Where

Hello^^

I'm actually lazy now to post something but I want to post it anyway. xD I went to Alor Setar on Saturday, considering it's actually Sunday. Wanna know why??? Because it takes 12 hours on train to reach Alor Setar. If you haven't guess it yet, I slept in the train! Wonder why i make a big fuss about it...?^^ Because I only got 1 hour of sleep. Or lets say shoter... =_= I could see the panda eyes when I look in the mirror in the hotel room. Anyways, Here's the Picture's.

We sat first like in a normal train.

Then we went to the cabin. This is the top bunk of the trains Cabin.

Me and sis in the hotel's window. We got seperate rooms with our parent's because there was no room with our little brother around. [Little Kyle is so cute! xD ]

The Tawa Siblings!

Me and my little bro, Kyle!!

On the way home train ride. This is where I slept in peace. Nicer bed. This is sis on her top bunk beside mine.

My messy top bunk! Tried to write my stories but it was too shaky. @_@

Untill Next Time! Bye-Bye^^

JayLyn~ signing out!

Bitches On The Beach

2009-10-05T05:18:00.000-07:00

Bitches On The Beach

Hello^^

Well, today me and Kah May went to 'Sunday Lagoon'~! :D 'Dry and Wet Park'. OMG! The roller-coster was scaryly cool! I was like "WOOOO HOO- AHHHH!!!!" LOL. That reminds me. When me and May-may(Kah May) went to the 'Man Eating Snake' ride, it was so funny! We wondered what would happen if we sing. xD Because this ride you will ride this thing on this 'man made river', you enter a tunnel and go up slowly (literaly) and you'll crash down so fast! The water will splash right at your face! (That's what happen to me because I was sitting infront, since 'someone' was to scared to sit infront so she sat at the back until her back hurts because she keeps hitting her back at the edge of the thing.) Don't kill me Kah May. Right! Anyways, when we were at the top, ready to go down, we stupidly sang 'You Rise Me Up' Hahahah! So It sounded like this. "You rise me- AHHHHHHH!!!" *going down* The fisrt try was a fail actually. We went "You rise me.... Why isn't it movi- AHHHHHHH!!!!!" I know. Lame. But What The Heck!

It was so fun untill some asshole's riun my mood. Is it bad to ask to go again??? I just ask that dude in charge of the roller-coster if me and May could continue sitting because we were about to take it again and the thing actually went to front untill me and May could'nt get out so we figured we ride again. The guy was fine with it but some Dicks and Pussys have to insult me. They just imatated the line I speak into a more stupider sounding. But in chinese because they all 'china-pek' people. I feel like cursing so badly!

Anyways! I'm not letting bitches or bastards ruin my mood. Continue-ing my story~~~ I didn't like the water ride because all I was afraid I was gonne drown. Kah May TRIED teaching me how to swim. I still suck T_T Went to this thing where you lay on the mat and it goes really down like a roller-coster but there's no up, just going down... really fast.It was so exuasting to climb up there. *out of breath* And I swear I feel myself went up and down like some kind of bumpy road! like ~~~~~~ . Something like that. Anyway's here's some pictures. Only a few. To much having fun. ;D

JayLyn~ signing out!

Never Eating Tokoyaki.

2009-09-24T02:14:00.000-07:00

Never Eating Tokoyaki

Hello^^

Went out on tuesday with a bunch of friends. Note to self; Never hang out with them again. They so slumber leave us alone when they are the one asking us to come. Those boys are bloody assholes. Me and Nellie were the only girls. Screw it! Anyways, Me and Nellie had better things to do. Which were more fun then hangging out with those jerks. Nellie and I ate Tokoyaki; which I regret. I got Food Poisoning. Right, moving on! Here's a few pictures.

We played this arrow and bow game (forgot the name).

Boys vs Girls in Air Hockey. (the girls lost)

and preety much gets boring. All we did was 'window shopping'. Wanted to buy a new hand bag but had not enough money. Oh, I shall apologize to Kah May because I couldn't make it today with her to sunway because I was SICK. But I bet she's fine. She's out with Lee Chen now. Since I couldn't make it. I'm a little bit better now. I have enough energy to blog. Gosh! Feel like vomiting. I geuss I shall stop here. ByeBye^^

JayLyn~ signing out!

Sometimes I Hate The Beach

2009-09-24T01:13:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I Hate The Beach

Hello^^

Went to Sepang on Sunday. I hate it. I had no mood to beach on that day and I don't why I agreed to go strolling down the beach. David got me wet. Screw him. Anyways, I'm lazy to blog. I'll just randomly post pictures :)

This was the place we were suppose to stay but it was full. :(

My models of the day. Doesn't that look like a good family photo?

The Beach!

Random photo :P

My name.

Dong Bang Shin Ki~

The died jelly fish David found. Cool huh?

And I want David's Shades because it looks like Dong Bang Shin Ki's, Changmin's one. XD

JayLyn~ signing out!

Hair Is A Girls Best Look

2009-09-24T00:24:00.000-07:00

Hair Is A Girls Best look

Hello^^

Right! Nellie cut her hair last saturday. Finaly! Been bugging that girl to cut! She looks awsome now. Better to be exact. In pictures seems like no diffrence though. But it looks better real life. I went with her to the hair saloon in sunway (forgot the shops name) and it took practicly the whole day to do her hair! because she straighten it (even when its already straight) don't ask me why. I don't even know. It was boring. I thought I could kill time talking to Nellie but No~~ the stupid girl cutting Nellie's hair was like 'Don't talk to her.' Atleast she apologize after that rude talk or I swear I could have gone 'Excuse me. Oh-No you just didn't! @#*($^(*%^(*$#' Yeah.... Here's the pictures.

Nellie in her Diva pose. lol.

Everything is not in order actually. I forgot which came first. =D
Right! Here's the transformation!

Before After

I need a better picture of her. ByeBye^^

JayLyn~ signing out!

The Goods Of Being A Spoil Brat

2009-09-12T08:32:00.000-07:00

The Goods Of Being A Spoil Brat

Hello^^

Today was... Boring. -_- My sister went to her church camp and I can't believe I'm saying this but 'I Miss Her'. OMG! I said it! It's so boring with out her. At times I do wish she dissapears from my life but today I realise.. Who else am I gonna tease when she's gone?! It's fun teasing my sister. I can't make up 'fat jokes' when shes gone! (sorry sis. I know I'm harsh, xD)

Right! Went shopping with my family today. [To Michelle; No worries. We will go out with you next time] And I bought stuff! Finaly! I needed new things in my closet! I bought two new shorts and a boyfriend T-shirt. I know my sis is gonna be mad for buying a boyfriend T-shirt without her permission and she will obviously steal it and wear it for herself. Not fair because I can't even touch her clothes and she just takes my clothes like shes God or something that she can do anthing she wants. >:(

Anyways, enough about my sister. Dang! I complaine about her alot. I'll maybe post up pictures of the things I bought next time. I have no pictures now and I'm lazy actually. Right! Can't wait for the holidays next week! Need to get out of school! I feel bored with it already. No Mood~~
I guess I'll go now. xD

JayLyn~ Signing out!

Boring Saturday

2009-09-05T05:40:00.000-07:00

Boring Saturday

Hello~!^^

I did my blog! Finally! and all by myself! *applause* Thank you! Thank You! [Gosh! I'm lame! xD] Anyways, I still need sis help. I have no idea how to change the blog url. I didn't do much today. I just got bored and decided to post something, since my blog looks empty.

I went out with my sis and her friend to playground today just to shot a video of them for thier retarded... 'Tan And Mich Show!!' Not really retarded. It's funny. I get to watch thier bloopers and behind the sence. xD Oh! I'm thanking Intan now for teaching me a song on the guiter! I finally mastered a song. [Not really 'Mastered']

I have a guiter and not knowing how to play last time. So I can practise a song atleast.^^ Need to go Duckie's [A friend of mine. I call her Duckie and now forgot how to spell her long real name] house to learn more song's on the guiter. Well, this is a short post anyway. ByeBye^^

JayLyn~ signing out!

Ups And Downs

2009-09-04T07:52:00.000-07:00

Ups And Downs

Hello~!^^

Today was so bads and goods in the same time (but mostly bad).
Was late for school. Lucky thing is I didn't get that stupid paper I have to fill up if I'm late. (It will go in my Permanent Record) And I might get suspended if i get any more points! I have too many already! I should be careful.

Teacher change my place in science class. Now I'm lonely and only have lame people to talk with beside me! Such a great day! Forgot to bring my english book. =_= but I escape that! *Phew!* Got hungry in lunch. I finish all my money before the week ended. I can never keep money. Thats why I have a personal bank for me. My friend helps me keep my money so I have money to go out shopping with! Thanks Nellie!

Nothing really intresting today. Accept that it's suprising my Dad didn't pick me up from school today, but i enjoy walking home alone, BUT I walked home with Kristin. She needed a companny so as a friend, I did. Didn't mind actually. It kills time talking anyway. Long time didn't catch up with that girl. I saw Crystal! Long time no see that dog! So cute! xD

Oh! I finaly finish the story I was writting! Hah.. I just needed to get that out. I was happy I actually finished it, but it isn't really that nice because i was in a rush. Cousin was bugging me to finish and I was so eager to write a new one. xD So now my problem is a new book. Ok! Enough about me! Time for the credits! Thanking my Sis, Michelle for the back round design! Thanking Kah May for my blog name and..... Ok thats it. ByeBye^^

JayLyn~ Signing out!

Saying Hello~ ^^

2009-09-03T20:19:00.000-07:00

Saying Hello~^^

Hello~!^^
This is a short post. I'm new, so I'm just trying it out.
I can finally have a blog! xD Been dying to have one! (since my sister didn't let me! xP)
I made this blog and forgot to tell her... Lucky she's kind enough to let me live. O_O
(sorry sis. I know your mad now if your reading ^^)
I'm thanking my bestie now, She made this blog for me!
Thanks Kah May! ^^ Hmm... I guess thats it.
Still need to do more editing on my blog.
Maybe I should try bribing my sister to help me with my blog???
It's worth a try right?? Haha. Ok. I'll stop before it gets more boring! ^^
JayLyn~ Signning out!